Does God speak? In the silence of the wilderness, in the shattering noise of a city street? What does it mean to wrestle with gender, and not accept the standard of just being gay? What does it mean to speak about that journey, accepting others, yet still be true to your own self? This is my journey out of silence, out of the shadows of others, not afraid of my own voice, rather, listening to my Rabbi speak my name, giving me strength.
Monday, March 12, 2012
I was informed today that an old friend of mine passed away. My heart is heavy. She was a vibrant and cheerful friend. I had not spoken with her for several years, mostly due in part to choices that I had made in my life. It was a friendship that I had hoped to re-kindle and prayed that it would. I remember when I was going through some really tough relational decisions that she would hug me and tell me it was going to be okay. When she would validate my tears of disappointment, not expecting me to feel anything different.
Today, she isn't here anymore. Her life on earth is gone and with that is now the memories of who she was to many people. I heard she was a faithful reader of my blog. She didn't always agree with things I wrote, but she read my posts. I wish that we could have been in contact so we could have talked one on one regarding what I write about. That in the midst of our differences, she had value and was loved! I will miss her terribly and am saddened that we did not get a chance to talk in recent years.
May the Lord comfort those who are missing her today, may the Lord catch each and every tear, and may those who grieve be comforted!
Sweet friend, these petals are for you, for you were cherished and loved.
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4 comments:
Kenny, sorry for the loss of this friend and that you didn't get that last time to talk. Your love for your friends is evident in how you speak of them. Your compassion is truly of God and beautiful!
I am sorry for the loss of your friend. I know how it feels when someone passes away before you get to say the things you wanted to say! I pray you feel the comfort of the Holy Spirit during this time. ((((Hugs))))
I'm sorry to hear about this loss... I really need to get caught up in reading your blog here.
My condolences,
SJ.
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